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my bow.
It was his birthday.
I had been anticipating it; probably more than him, but I wouldn't have known. He didn't say much about it, either. He's probably not looking forward to finally being 18, I thought to myself on more than one occasion, but it didn't stop me for being happy for him. The plans were dinner with his family, and back to his house for cake. It sounded like a grand time. But… he was still a little quiet about it until that day.
I didn't know if there was something wrong or not, but… I would come to know, loving him meant loving the fact I wouldn't always know what was going on in his head. And… I'm okay with that now.
The night of his birthday came, all too fast for me, since I was only home for a set amount of time. I wished more than once for a little more time with him… three weeks didn't seem like enough. But, I greeted him and his family with a bright smile. It seemed as if he reveled in all that birthday attention. Very out of character for
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picture this:
picture this:
a room. square in shape. small in size. four walls, a ceiling, and a floor. white, at one point in time, now dingy with the grime of time since passed. you hear a squeaking and look up. the metal lamp hanging from above sways back and forth, its weak flicker lighting the room enough to just be able to decipher what is around you. but nothing more.
moonlight filters in through a small widow, too high for you to reach, but just low enough so that you can see the outside world. even if it is a little. you can see the moon from this window, its silver light dancing on the floor in front of you.
by now, you're starting to wonder, "w-where am i? why am i here??" but no one is around to entertain your questions. you push these from your mind, convincing yourself that you'll be fine. you've weathered much worse.
you walk to the chair in the middle of the room, your heels clicking on the cold tile floor. as you draw near, it vanishes; there is no longer any way to be comfortable.
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it's like trying to chase the wind
when i'm chasing you.
all i have is the sand beneath my feet
and the horizon in front of me
i should wade into the dark water
as far as i can go…
"how far will this go?
how long will it last?"
i ask myself,
wiping tears from my face.
i don't know if questioning
the worth of "us"
is worth anything
i don't see what is still wrong
is it my love?
my tears? my concern?
my confusion? me?
and i'm trying my best,
to catch the wind,
with my bare hands.
to chase the music notes
that loftily float through the air.
to find what i should be
looking for.
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but here i am...
i gave you a kiss
and you gave me a look.
i bet you didn't think
i would be so forward.
but i knew i loved you.
from the start.
but here i am,
feeling like nothing
in the world can stop
these feelings.
because you were with me
from the beginning.
you stole a kiss
and my face went red.
you knew how much i liked
but here i am,
with ruby red cheeks
and my lips bruised by your kisses.
this is all i've ever
we parted quietly
with a kiss.
we knew there would be a time
where we'd be together
but here i am,
cold and
you aren't here
with me.
i want to hold your hand,
to sit with you
under the stars.
to gaze into your
brown eyes for just
a little longer.
but here i am,
staring longingly
at a darkness that stretches
i need a flashlight.
i could seal this
with a kiss,
or wrap it in a hug.
but here i am,
a day late
a dollar short.
i just wanted to buy more time
with you.
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United States
my happiness: dolls. and josh. that's it, i guess. see you around.

Current Residence: Maryland, USA
Favourite genre of music: Kpop, Jrock, Visual Kei, Indie Rock
Favourite style of art: Digital
Operating System: Windows Vista x64 bit
MP3 player of choice: iPod Classic

Make Up Tutorials!

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 22, 2010, 9:06 PM
I know I've had a substantial amount of watchers watch becuase of the make up pictures i used to put up.

Now... Instead of static tutorials, I'm going to start doing video ones on youtube. :)

Subscribe if you like what you see!…

Be sure to comment, rate, and favorite if you feel compelled to do so~ ♥


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XcrimsonXflamesX Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
hey there = D I notice we have somethings in common! I too collect BJD and have been a lover of visual kei and kpop for a very long time ^^ I hope you don't mind, but I've added you to my watch list <3

hope to talk to you some time in the future, take care for now!!
Escobar35 Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2011
Happy B-day Commodore Squiggles :)
XxCookiexloverxX Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2010
this isnt related to art, but is that a pic of Key from shinee? just wondering if it is ....i love you. :P

dont freak out xD i didnt stalk you. i was looking through my fav arts and stumbled upon u xD
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da-monkey Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2010
thanks so much for the watch and sorry that Im so late! ^_^
NeonPoison85 Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2010   Filmographer

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
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