EIGHT ways to win your heart;
o8. being adorable in everything you do, even if you try your hardest not to be
o7. sincerity
o6. tolerance
o5. holding hands
o4. those short, knowing glances
o3. making me laugh. a lot.
o2.long kisses that take your breath away
o1. honesty

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot;
o7.”SHUT… UP… PLEASE…”
o6.”fuck this!!!!”
o5.”hrm… are my farmville crops done yet?”
o4.”why don’t i have music playing?”
o3.”do i have everything?”
o2. sleep
o1. josh. ha.

SIX things you wish you could say to SIX different people right now;
o6. You’re the coolest thing ever. Especially because you have your new clothes. I love you, even though I have to reshell you when i’m stable. i can’t wait to make you more and more like you’re supposed to be. i want to be able to do your face ups perfectly one day.<3
o5. How DARE you disgrace my hobby, you selfish dbag! i hope you never get a doll, because this hobby already has enough faggots that don’t know what they are doing in it. i’ll never be okay with someone like you owning something as expensive and glorious as an ABJD and have you fuck it up because you don’t even know BASICS. i refuse to support you in this. especially when it just takes so much time and effort, not to mention money. don’t whine to me that you need to save up or whatever the fuck you want to do to get the doll. that’s the EASIEST thing to obtain in the hobby. worry about if you’re capable of taking care of such a fine work of craftsmanship first and if you know how to not ruin it, first. ugh. sickening.
o4. i’m sorry that i’m so complicated to you. i can’t help it. but you make everything easier and i’m so terrified of not having this in the future. i’m willing to deal with whatever happens, but i can’t help but… cower in the face of the future and what it holds. it terrifies me that tomorrow, you may not be there. you make my days brighter, and i try my best to brighten yours, but i’m having a hard time doing that at the moment. i don’t want to be a failure in your eyes, because you mean too much to me to disappoint you. i love you, and i can’t say it enough. it’s overflowing.
o3. stop ruining my life. i’m tired of it. you can’t have your cake and eat it too, bitch. or does that phrase not apply to you either?
o2. we’ve known each other for a while now, and like… now we’re extremely close. you’re an amazing friend and the best possible person to talk to. you’re hilarious, and i hope that we can still be friends for years to come. <3
o1. you are my closest friend on this entire planet. i wish i could be able to tell you more than i already do, because i know you deserve it. i wish that we could be closer than we already are, but the distance sucks, and i’m sorry i can’t stay nearer to you than i already am. i hope you understand. i love you and rely on you more than i should, but i’m okay with that. because you’re an amazing person even though you’re like… my favorite slut. <3

FIVE things you do before you fall asleep;
o5. computer
o4. ipod
o3. lay in bed, wide awake for at least two hours
o2. toss and turn
o1. talk to josh.

FOUR things you see right now;
o4. raaziel
o3. ginger ale
o2.computer
o1.bed

THREE songs that you listen to often;
o3. 선물 by epik high
o2. Outside Caste (The Castle Outsiders) by H.O.T
o1. Lazy Sunday by the lonely island

TWO things you want to do before you die;
o2. not have to worry
o1. have someone accept me. no matter what.
(i don’t know if i’ve found either of these…

ONE confession;
o1. i’ll forgive, but i won’t forget. yes, i’m a bitch, and yes i’m bitter. i can’t help it but i try not to be.