picture this:
a room. square in shape. small in size. four walls, a ceiling, and a floor. white, at one point in time, now dingy with the grime of time since passed. you hear a squeaking and look up. the metal lamp hanging from above sways back and forth, its weak flicker lighting the room enough to just be able to decipher what is around you. but nothing more.
moonlight filters in through a small widow, too high for you to reach, but just low enough so that you can see the outside world. even if it is a little. you can see the moon from this window, its silver light dancing on the floor in front of you.
by now, you're starting to wonder,
it's like trying to chase the wind
when i'm chasing you.
all i have is the sand beneath my feet
and the horizon in front of me
i should wade into the dark water
as far as i can go
"how far will this go?
how long will it last?"
i ask myself,
wiping tears from my face.
i don't know if questioning
the worth of "us"
is worth anything
anymore.
i don't see what is still wrong
is it my love?
my tears? my concern?
my confusion? me?
and i'm trying my best,
to catch the wind,
with my bare hands.
to chase the music notes
that loftily float through the air.
to find what i should be
looking for.